First football game....

Rained out!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why...

do I listen?

That may seem like a weird question until I explain.Why do I feel so unworthy? Why do I listen to that voice that tells me that I am unworthy?

There are times I think; when are they going to find out how unqualified I am, when are they going to find out that I have no clue what I am doing? There are times when I step back and think what the heck am I doing? Who do I think I am? I can not compare to these people around me. I am not as spiritual or as smart or as together as they are. There are times that I just want to crawl away and hide.

Then I realize that we are all the same...we all have these same feelings from time to time. One thing that I have learned is that God does not call the qualified but he qualifies the called. I believe that I have been called...I have been called to make a difference in this world and I have to learn not to lean on myself but to lean on God.

An another thing I have learned is that no one is perfect, that is one that I forget from time to time. I know I am not perfect but sometimes I feel like I have to be...so that is something I am working on. I have never had a real good view of myself but I think that I have come along way but there are still times that I need a little reminding, that is why I love this song:



So again I ask...Why do I listen?